Life is changing always. Sometimes it hurts, many times it gives happiness and a lot of times it upsets. That’s life, we can’t deny the fact that life is so precious even in the mother’s womb. It delights the family and gives joy. I had that experience.

After new year,  we found out that I was having a baby. Everybody in my family was so excited, we hoped for a baby girl. I was treated just like a princess in the house. I refrain from cooking a lot, cleaning the house and doing household chores. Most of the time I was resting and eating.

After 2 months something happened unexpectedly. We were crossing the crossing the street when suddenly a motorbike was running in front of me and my son. I was shocked and didn’t do anything but to stay put in the middle of the road. I was upset and in the evening I couldn’t sleep.

Early morning, I felt something coming out of me. I could not understand why? But blood was coming out and I couldn’t stop it. We immediately went to the hospital for check up with my hubby. It was found out that I have myoma which is already 7.8cm, quite as big as an apple. The doctor said that the bleeding came from mayoma. I had sleepless nights and tha pain was os severe that I took a medicine for relief. I’m the kind of person that didn’t like or even take medicine when I’m sick and will only take it if it’s severe. But that time I can’t bear it so I took one paracetamol.

After few days, I was feeling great. I thought our baby is still okay inside Today, we went to the doctor for another check up and we were shocked that the baby is totally gone. I felt bad, we all do, but we have nothing to do.